a artificial smile hides the emotion........

06th march ..around 4:00pm...lastday at ILP trivandrum.... for the last time all of us meet to our learning co-ordinator... some people were preparing to go as their flight or trains are on that day only...nisha entered into the room....on that time everybody are silent...all the faculty always praise this batch as an dynamic one.....but all this nature vanished that day..... nisha asked like everyday"is there any problem during ILP"..... though everybody eagerly waiting for this day...yet no one speaks on from the other end ....no one needs to talk to understand what each of us feels its a "silent conversation"... then she moved towards me and ask"do you want to say something jubi...i have never heard some people voice aslo. " i talked to myself "somany things to say ...but not now". i smiled back a artificial one....with a smile here and a smile there she changed the topic by saying "talk more".... i feels just like from the last 8years when ever i returns to my hostel from home ...my mother voice getting choked.. my father does smile back trying to strengthen his kid so far.... after some time all of us in normal state and share their experience in ILP.... because we are all living the future not the present.....