A LETTER FROM A CHEMICAL HEART

You are the catalyst,
in my life reaction.
I never & never
react with another.
As so much oxidizing than you.
There is no reducing agent
to reduce you or me
from the lifelong bonding between us.
If you evaporate out
& react with another
I ppt & will stay for ever in this beaker.
& waiting how the reversible one takes place.
Your presence say me
to increase the rate
& to reach the goal of success.
You are safe in my nuclei type heart
from that day I feel you, I know that
my heart will go on.........

IT Get Together....and fragrance of LOVE......

3rd April 2006 Monday. The day was very special for me. We had organized the IT branch get together as very soon we are going to passed out from our college. I along with shibashis, manas, Soumyo(back2basicz groups) entered into the party at 11 am. The party was already started and the girls were dancing around the hall. I sited with my friends watching at girls. Its not like that I never dance but I had not fallen in dancing rhythmic mood. Almost all girl are dancing with a very rocking music from the movie aksar some himesh reshmiyan music. We are gossiping with some comic topics. One of my friend satyabrata is very good innovative comic thinking which forces us to laugh. After five minutes some song from the movie “rang de basanti” so called ‘masti ki pathsala’ started. I cannot control my feet to dance. And actually the music is of new generation gifted by AR Rehman (as it is advertised in the media I am not saying). Everybody changed the definition of dancing and jumping around and I joined them also. Some are trying to follow the dancing style as the movie.

After a certain moment I took some rest and watch around the hall. The hall was well decorated by our friends. Suddenly I look at the poster where the punch line is like “the information titans”. All the performance, skills, technical ideas, innovative concepts, business planning discussed with my friends were flashed back. And I realize what exactly the information titans can do. All the girls and boys busy with the remix music and I starred at a girl sitting alone a side. She was not dancing but clapped to encourage the friends. Her name is smrutivarsha (virtual name). It’s not like that I had not seen her before but she was looking very beautiful on that day. She is very simple and decent looking with slim figure. She wore a pink color salwar suit. She was busy with her cell phone playing with some game or some sending message. I looked at her and thought that is that the same girl who is with us for last four years of engineering. Why she was looking different on that day, why she was looking much more beautiful than ever.

My thoughts broke up when music stops and our friends started a game truth or dare. And the rules of the game is like this:- if you choose truth then you have to answers the truth of any confidential questions belongs to you. if you choose dare then you have to any dare thing to do. Most of our friends choose dare and have to do some kind of fun like propose to any girls and the same for the girls also. This game takes a long time and we enjoy a lot.. When it’s the time for her I was more attentive to listen what she is saying. From her style of talking it is clearly expressed that she is a very straight forward girl and which impresses me a lot. She songs a beautiful hindi song with a very pleasant voice. But I feel a little bit jealousy when one my friend propose her. I know it is just a game or for fun. Anyway I can not control my feelings. After a small moment when it’s the time for me to take part in the game I said a sayari which represents my feelings at that time.

After that game everybody enjoys the well prepared great flavour of lunch. At the time of end of the party girls are taken the sweet comments and the autograph on her chunri. And the boys are taken the same on their white t-shirts. Yes before the arrangements of the get together everybody decided boys should come in white t-shirts and girls with the light color chunri for these autograph purposes. It was not any hard and fast rule but everybody want to enjoy the party. I wore a white color t-shirt and denim color jeans having a beautiful quotation which is like”human brain is the most outstanding thing, it works 24 hours. it works from the time you born until you fall in love ”. Many of my friends noticed the quotation and give some very good comments. Many of the boys take the autographs on their t-shirts but I did not allow any body to write on me. Because I don’t want to loss this nice quoted t-shirt. Two or three girls came to me for write something on their chunri. When she comes to me I wrote something formal wishing like “wish you a great future”. And I show my hand to write something about me. Just the same formal future wishing result. I expect something more than that because I didn’t request for this from any girls........

Numerology......One More Serendipity.

30-jul-2007 at night 11 O' clock...I was sitting alone in my module.....trying to run a job in mainframes....the same black & white screen sprinkle with some red and green scar. After that I have to call to onsite for the status of the job and to leave for home... from the past 30 min I was getting a abend code 0064. Its not a standardize error in mainframes…But a user defined error.... so to know the cause I was busy with the flow of the program….At last I decide that I will run the job for the last time and whatever may be the status I will just send to onsite co-coordinator and leave…...I compile, promote the program...... then when I submit the JCL....I saw the job-id 12582......I don’t know... I believe in numerology or not.....But from the day I was working in Mainframes I usually add the numbers of the job-id .... This time also I did the same 1+2+5+8+2 = 1+8 = 9... And 9 is my favorite number.... so I thought this time I will get success.....But I was wrong.... again it failed ...again no max cc= 0...again abend code 0064...I got frustrated and sent a mail to onsite co-coordinator... and leave for my home...I went for the car-pass in the reception section... I signed up there. as it is the rules and the security person issued me one car-pass...Normally I never see the car pass no.....Subconsciously I had a look on the Car-pass......The pass no also 0064....how come the security person knows that I was getting abend code 0064 in Mainframes...who doesn’t even know what is Mainframe......